2017 – A Landmark Year #hurtle2017
To be honest, I never got around to write the report of the past year. Yet when I went through it in my mind, going through all the good and bad moments… I realized yet again, I have learnt a lot … and this year, maybe more than the previous ones.
I always believed and still believe that everything happens for a reason. The past year was a big lesson for me.
For all of us who have chosen this path, which in most cases is very lonely, the assistance we can receive from the Daemonic has no limits. You just need to ask and prove that you deserve it, by working for it. Friends who have proven trashy, family issues, personal issues, etc., all come your way to make you stronger and to strengthen the relationship between you and the Daemonic.
In the last four years I am very close to King Paimon, but this last year I realized how close is the relationship we have developed. Many of the signs he gave me, I was too ignorant and unable to understand them. The obstacles he threw on my way when it wasn’t right to do something, the times that everything seemed to go suddenly upside down and I wondered how it this happened. Then I turned angry, sad, irritated…Now I understand all of them…Being stubborn is never good. Simple warnings were not enough. So I needed some few hard kicks in the ass to make me understand. He needed to bring me to my knees, and I needed it …
With his help and through many lessons, tests, and discussions with him, I realized these and much more:
The connection with the Daemonic does not fall from the sky. It comes when you have the true intention to share a piece of the original YOU with them. It needs work with your self on a daily basis, and to be true first of all to yourself.
No more excuses. Yes, I take full responsibility for the intolerance over what bothered me that I have seen all these years. Yes, I take the responsibility for the bubble of my own life that popped (thankfully) when things clicked and woke me up last year.
Do not forgive anyone who tries to reduce me or cause me problems. Second chances are for cowards and third chances for the ridiculous. I stopped being passive and just an observer of the bad things some people tried to make for me. Cause problems to me or to the people that I love, and I will come after you and I will probably have some Legions behind me.
- I’m not what happened to me. I am what I choose to become. I did not accidentally become who I am this year. I chose to become and worked a lot on what I am. Still working on me. I believe this is something that never ends.
- Sometimes you have to lose your mind before you come to your senses. Only when certain events brought me to my knees and I almost thought I lost my mind, was the moment when I found myself.
- Keep in mind that you are a weapon. Anyone who is not on the evolutionary and spiritual frequency will distance themselves from you, while all those who are on this path will come closer to you. I realize how amazing it is to discover that everyone who needs to be by your side will ultimately appear in your life in the most spontaneous and Divine manner. That’s how powerful the mind is.
- To establish a bond with a Daemon is not something that comes into your life peacefully. They come to make you question things and change your reality. They mark a ‘before‘ and an ‘after‘ in your life. You will not be the same you that you once were. A lot will change. A lot has to change. A part of you will no longer exist and will be replaced for a better one.
I chose Paimon as my Patron Daemon, and if I was going to do it I would choose him again and again and again. Without any doubt, without hesitation, I would continue to choose him. I could write for hours all the things that he taught me this year. My dedication ritual took place some time ago and I’ve not doubted my choice for a moment.
For all those who taught me and continues to teach me, for all those times in this very difficult year that he steps in and covered my back, for all the times that without asking him when he became involved, for all the good things that brought to me and for all the bad things that he took them away setting me free, and for the protection I know I have, a great THANK YOU!
In the end, it was a landmark year in my life!