Born With Natural Abilities – My Story so far – #hurtle2017
As we hurtle towards the end of 2017, for those of us who have blogs, tumblrs, online journals etc, please consider publishing a short-medium post about your path this year, with a focus on your relationship with the spirits (demonic, entities, whatever your term or phrase) including some of the stuff you learnt, and a general reflection on how you traveled with the unseen (or seen whatever the case may be). Hashtag it #hurtle2017 to make it easier to find each other’s stuff. If someone who hasn’t got a blog, wanna share his experience, we would be more than glad to share it via our blogs! Here is a very interesting experience from a friend, thank you that you decided to share it with us!
“The only thing I can say that this year was like a huge school for me. The things I learnt, discovered, and realized; all were really incredible!
Since I was a child, I had psychic experiences, such as premonitions, seeing angels or ghosts, out of body experiences, and hearing voices. I had feelings for things that were going to happen, I was able to sense what another person feels, kind of empathy. When I told my family, the first thing they did was to take me to the church so the priest can bless me to remove the ‘evil‘ thing, as he called it. LOL. Didn’t work!
I didn’t talk about this to my family again, but those things continued. As I grew up, I started to experience automatic writing. I have tons of journals with those writings, which I still don’t know what they mean. Some of them I have been able to decode now. Besides that, I have always had an inner awareness that what I‘d been taught in churches and schools about religion and spiritual things is NOT accurate. I have always known there are hidden agendas around the lies that are being accepted by the masses as ‘Truth‘.
As I grew into a teenager, sometimes I talked about these things to some friends of mine. They said “You need a doctor!” and they thought I was crazy, unstable etc. Our friendship ended there. So, I decided that if I want to fit into society, have friends and a social life etc, I must shut down these psychic abilities because it scares people. So, I did that. Whenever something occurred to me in my mind, when I heard a voice or saw something I ignored it. To be honest there were many times that even I started to wonder if I was crazy. But something deep inside me kept telling me “no, you are just different.”
Three years ago, when I was 35 years old, those signs started to become much stronger. It might sound weird to some people, but I had the feeling that something was ‘calling‘ me. I started to read about different aspects of the Occult and about psychic abilities. It was at this point I realised that I’m not the only one to feel this way, and of course, I’m not crazy! I realised I don’t need an exorcism to remove the ‘evil‘.
Over the past year, I started to evolve and became more active. I found people who are on a similar path as me and suddenly it was like a veil was lifted. I started to practice on a daily basis. I had shut down my abilities for many years and they have been weakened. So now I had to activate them again.
I began my work with King Baal. It seemed that his name popped up everywhere I looked. I decided to not hold myself back anymore, and for one time go for it. My first invocation was successful. He appeared crystal clear in the black mirror and our communication was successful as well.
I continued with Duke Alloces. As an artist (handcrafts etc) I am working on a daily basis with Alloces. He was the one who gave me guidance how to make my first scrying mirror. I felt very encouraged after I left it during the night to dry, and found an imprint on the back the next day.
Today I’m also working with Lucifer. He is my Mentor. He guides me how to control, direct and manipulate my energy. I never done meditation in my life, so I didn’t knew how to control my energy, to create ‘shields’, or how to protect myself from bad energies etc. So far, we are on a good path with Lucifer!
These days, I’m still a little bit antisocial unless I am with my ‘own kind‘. If there are no others of like consciousness around me, I often turn inward, and once again feel like no other human understands me.
I decided to write this because I think there are many people out there who were born with certain psychic abilities. That doesn’t mean we are crazy or unstable. We are simply more spiritual or more ‘open‘ than others. Most religions don’t accept this kind of thing. Many say, “It’s the Devil’s work”…and of course, no doctors or any kind of medical assistance can help with that.
This is something natural like some people are born with talents in singing or writing for example. Now that we don’t live in Middle Ages (sometimes, I’m not so sure about that!), people and especially new parents who don’t have the superstitions of the older generation like mine must encourage their children to develop their abilities. But you know what? I strongly believe that in time, when these kids grow up (and let’s hope that they are not in a mental clinic full of meds), they will feel the ‘call‘ and they will respond. Their abilities will be activated when the time comes. Maybe the Spirits wait for people to be in a certain age so no one can stop them. Who knows?
Thank you for reading my story. It was a very relief to share it! Really!”